Arguing with yourself.
Indecision and overthinking are two of my biggest downfalls.A lot of times I've hesitated while doing something because I over thought it - trying to have a plan for everything is a good concept, but in execution you end up thinking about scenarios that might never happen and start making decisions based on those once in a lifetime scenarios.
Indecision, on the other hand, is worse - when you're torn between two things and can't decide which is better, yet knowing that there can only be one choice.
The day before yesterday, when I was freaked out about Journalism (still am), I wanted to major in English.
Today, after it's died down a bit, majoring in English no longer seems to make sense.
Majoring in either of them doesn't seem to make sense, really.
Let's think about this logically.
Majoring in Journalism would give me a lot more practical skills.
Majoring in English would..let me become a teacher?
Journalism is scary.
English is hard, but that I can deal with.
I like writing in Journalism.
I don't like literature all that much.
It seems a nearly clear cut choice except for point #2.
Journalism is scary.
Siiiiigh I don't know what to do. I almost half wish that I'd stayed in Malaysia for another year and finished my Journalism major there. :(
But no point looking back, have to look forward now because here is where I am, not there.
The logical part of me says that majoring in Journalism is probably the more practical thing to do, and minor in English to give it a solid backup.
The scared part of me hates the logical part.
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